Chapter 18: Mind Talks
Assalammualaikum.. I'm not sure where to start but oh well, let's just write whatever in my mind right now.. It's been raining throughout the day, and the cold breeze caught me, including my mind.. Not a brain freeze, for sure.. I was waiting for a classmate to stop by as he needs my help to deliver his excuse letter to the lecturer, as he's flying to Japan tomorrow.. What a lucky dude.. 😒
While waiting, I scrolled down the facebook timeline and stumbled into this;
Reading that, I started to reflect my crush-ing life, how far has it been and in the end, I could conclude, if this quote is true, I should have been in the case of "tepuk sebelah tangan" for several times.. Okay, Should I cry or laugh right now? 😶
Well, I'm not the "gedik" type whom easily attracted from one guy to another and I would not do anything to attract guys or something.. I would just act cool, and the feelings tend to stay for months or years before I move on.. So in my case, a crush is not a crush at all.. It's love at one side, maybe.. 😩
It's saddening myself after reflecting this but in the same time, I wanted to laugh at myself.. How silly my life could be if I do really trust on the quote.. So yeah, back to my senses and goodbye negative thoughts.. As long as you don't confess your feelings, a crush would always remain as crush, I guess..
P/s: If the quote is a true fact, I should be proud with myself.. It means I'm a loyal person.. hahahaha.. 😂Nota kaki: Sorry for this random write.. The rain made me lost into deep thoughts..